Had a talk with tze,i was kind of amazing how's the conversation go. Beside that, i went through many things like she get hurt in car wreck. i am hurt because i can do nothing. i told myself i won't harbor anything from her anymore, just wish that she can
get well soon and forget the accident. Seriously, seeing her living healthy,no illness,i really feel happy for her even i cannot be with her. life ain't easy so does love. Without love, i still able to survive,even better,way more better... Seeing friend fallin on love, dunno should happy for her simply because i do not see the point they can be together. Well,just do not want to see her get hurt..haha,who doesn't get the experience from failure? No pain no gain. Been sleepin on couch for three days, it was rough and tough...argggg,gonna sleep on floor tonite with my comfy sleepin bag...

We cannot forget the past, of course, but we do not have live in it